i've learnt

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth.
You want to do one thing,
but you are bound to do something else.
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take certain things for granted,
even when you know you should never take anything for granted. "
- Morrie Schwartz

a tough lesson i learnt this week,
never ever take someone for granted,
never....
cuz that will hurt the person so much,
you might even stand a chance of losing him.

human nature is perverse.
When someone is excessively nice to us,
we start taking things for granted,
instead of appreciating them even more.

after letting his heart torn badly,
he left.

I thought my life will be just fine with or without him,
I thought i can be the same old me again,
but i dunno the heartache will be so persist,
i dunno the emptiness will be so jeopardizing,
i dunno the miss will be sucky as hell.

now i've learnt,
it takes real effort to mend things back when the hurt was done,
it takes guts to confess your true feeling to someone you care,
it takes sincerity to say i'm sorry,
with The almighty that strengthen me,
i'm glad that i manage to do that.