Saturday, January 29, 2005

The post molting

The most difficult lesson i learnt everytime i underwent the molting process of my life is saying good bye. The funny things is, there is no such thing as learning from experience, like the snakes and crustacea shedding it's skin for ecdysis and transformation, each time, it gets harder and harder to do so as you become older....

'Good bye' is always harder than 'hello', cuz' as the word come out from your mouth, it come along with some emotional attachment as well. You say good bye when the sun goes down and the day had ended, you say good bye when a friendship had reached to a fullstop, you say good bye when the duration of your presence in the certain event, time and place had reached a due date. you said good bye when everything great had came to The End.

But still, these are nothin when it compares to the fact that you say good bye with a piece of your heart forever missing to that person you said good bye to. i tend to get emotional and maybe a little bit sensual when it comes to say good bye, knowing the fact that maybe there will be a possibility that "see you next time" is just a blaff, maybe there will be no 'sometime, somewhere, someplace' for us in the future.... The future is unpredictable, how can you so sure that this is actually not the end?

Life is ironic. Everything is conditioned in a way that it seems to be unconditioned, well, if we never gonna have the chance to meet each other again in the future, at least please spare a few moment to read through my final words...

"it has been great to know you guys, i've came to realized that the great measures of blessing in these four years of my life in KL actually came from you all. without you, i really dunno how can i survive thru' this, words simply cannot utter how appreciate i am. The only thing i can promise you is not 'we will meet again someday' ,but is 'i'll pray to The Almighty to shower you with blesses and love in each and everyday of your life.' and lastly, GOOD BYE..." ~Atlantisian(29/1/2005)


"I AM GOING"

Play me a chopin's nocture please
expecting some sour notes
slipping from your fingertips
to show your feelings on my leaving

Give me a farewell kiss please
splash a few tears on me too
let me bring a piece of you
as i leaving this present life

Hold my left hand tight please
until i enter the gates of departure hall
Let me bring a drop of your innocent love
as i enter this hypocrite but real world

Wish me Bon voyage please
as i'm leaving on a jet plane
i packed all the splendor in my baggage
as i step into the beginning of my new life



banana2 wrote on Jan 29, '05
farewell

may u and ur family be well and happy
atlantisian wrote on Jan 29, '05
banana2 said
farewell

may u and ur family be well and happy
good bye... anyway, i'll be back to KL soon, during the end of feb gua, so are you going back to home town as well?
banana2 wrote on Jan 29, '05
good bye... anyway, i'll be back to KL soon, during the end of feb gua, so are you going back to home town as well?
yup

i will go back to penang
atlantisian wrote on Jan 30, '05
banana2 said
yup

i will go back to penang
see you today, didn't realize ler.... at sungai wang, with Julian and karfook, hehehe.....anyway, have a nice journey while going back...
lyonlionel wrote on Jan 29, '05, edited on Jan 29, '05
Good Byes are never really easy.

Part now with tears of sorrow and may you all reunite one day with tears of joy.
pohmui wrote on Jan 29, '05
farewell.. good luck and well done.

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