thoughts no.1:
Have you ever wanted something so bad, but when you actually got it, you started to ask why you actually want it in the first place? Well, i craved so much for some free time as it has been a rollercoaster-nonstop-busy life i had since last two months. But now, when i had all the free time for myself, i felt more restless compare to when i'm in the middle of exam. well, i'm still content to inhale and exhale, eat and sleep and apply all those routine necesseties of life, day in and day out... but felt the losing of purpose of doing it....ok, i admit i'm a studyholic, i ENJOYED being busy, in another words, it's the busy and pressure that keeps me driven, ( it doesn't sound that bad right? at least i'm not a masochist) hmmm...maybe i will get my life back in track after i get my ass back to KL.
thoughts no.2:
am i an affable person? am i a person that is not difficult to approach or talk to? am i down to earth? suddenly all these question struck my mind. Well, i don't think i'm really up to that standard yet.... i don't think i can be friendly to EVERYone all the time, i have to admit i'm not really good at socializing anyway, i don't click with everyone and i don't intend to pretend i am. Artificial affability might fool some of the people some of the time, but to most people it's as apparent as a counterfeit coin. Sometime It's better to remain silent than to talk for the mere sake of talking, don't smile if it's not really sincere from your heart. So, what to say, I have my own character, and i believe that character is what we are...
thoughts no.3
Read the newspaper today, some idiots swallow whole packs of drugs just to prevent being caught by policeman at the boarding gate of the airport, but then, they were caught redhanded anyway.... really dunno why there are such people in this world that never cease to try to make the world miserable. Living in the shadow of atomic catastrophe ( do you know that there are countless chemical chain reaction occurs in our surrounding every second and we are not aware of it? ozone degrade and reformed, sulfur trioxide breaksdown and reoxidized....), in a age disturbed by political and race conflicts, by fears of plane crash into another sky reaching building(hmmm...KLCC?), by wide spread of computer virus,and a growing disrespect for law and orders, are you still yourself? are you still the same old girl that think that "there will be a better tomorrow?"... I guess in the end, that's why mother nature feel that it's enough for those snooty and snobbish homo sapiens to ruin the world, and thus, ocean roars and seas tempers, taken away precious breaths and lifes... i think more are still to come untill human know how to appreciate lifes.
Thoughts no.4:
I'm not a Utopian, cuz' i knew i'm not living in an imaginery perfect society. But i'm an atlantisian, living in my own lost world....
ps: dunno why i have all these thoughts, i'm just bored to death....
Have you ever wanted something so bad, but when you actually got it, you started to ask why you actually want it in the first place? Well, i craved so much for some free time as it has been a rollercoaster-nonstop-busy life i had since last two months. But now, when i had all the free time for myself, i felt more restless compare to when i'm in the middle of exam. well, i'm still content to inhale and exhale, eat and sleep and apply all those routine necesseties of life, day in and day out... but felt the losing of purpose of doing it....ok, i admit i'm a studyholic, i ENJOYED being busy, in another words, it's the busy and pressure that keeps me driven, ( it doesn't sound that bad right? at least i'm not a masochist) hmmm...maybe i will get my life back in track after i get my ass back to KL.
thoughts no.2:
am i an affable person? am i a person that is not difficult to approach or talk to? am i down to earth? suddenly all these question struck my mind. Well, i don't think i'm really up to that standard yet.... i don't think i can be friendly to EVERYone all the time, i have to admit i'm not really good at socializing anyway, i don't click with everyone and i don't intend to pretend i am. Artificial affability might fool some of the people some of the time, but to most people it's as apparent as a counterfeit coin. Sometime It's better to remain silent than to talk for the mere sake of talking, don't smile if it's not really sincere from your heart. So, what to say, I have my own character, and i believe that character is what we are...
thoughts no.3
Read the newspaper today, some idiots swallow whole packs of drugs just to prevent being caught by policeman at the boarding gate of the airport, but then, they were caught redhanded anyway.... really dunno why there are such people in this world that never cease to try to make the world miserable. Living in the shadow of atomic catastrophe ( do you know that there are countless chemical chain reaction occurs in our surrounding every second and we are not aware of it? ozone degrade and reformed, sulfur trioxide breaksdown and reoxidized....), in a age disturbed by political and race conflicts, by fears of plane crash into another sky reaching building(hmmm...KLCC?), by wide spread of computer virus,and a growing disrespect for law and orders, are you still yourself? are you still the same old girl that think that "there will be a better tomorrow?"... I guess in the end, that's why mother nature feel that it's enough for those snooty and snobbish homo sapiens to ruin the world, and thus, ocean roars and seas tempers, taken away precious breaths and lifes... i think more are still to come untill human know how to appreciate lifes.
Thoughts no.4:
I'm not a Utopian, cuz' i knew i'm not living in an imaginery perfect society. But i'm an atlantisian, living in my own lost world....
ps: dunno why i have all these thoughts, i'm just bored to death....
 | atlantisian wrote on Feb 5, '05 pretend to be a tree, photosyntesizing some more, that's 'FUN'... huh???? no thanx ,don't wanna end up being GREEN.... anyway, dear my fenz out there, suggets something for me to kill the time.... |
 | pohmui wrote on Feb 5, '05 atlantisian said  pretend to be a tree, photosyntesizing some more, that's 'FUN'... huh???? no thanx ,don't wanna end up being GREEN.... anyway, dear my fenz out there, suggets something for me to kill the time....  use ur knowledge of html and build a blog like i did.. anyway, a blog is a thing to kill time.. when you are very very free.. u can try help me look for a place to upload movie or song for free, so that we can post it up.. maybe making our own flash would be nice. :P |
 | banana2 wrote on Feb 6, '05 u are surely the kind of people who like to work. ok lah, u want to kill ur time? very easy, u can do what tammy said or u can take short course. u can work, too, if u want. or u can clean ur house again and again until u can't find any dust, good for ur health. |
| atlantisian wrote on Feb 7, '05 banana2 said u are surely the kind of people who like to work. ok lah, u want to kill ur time? very easy, u can do what tammy said or u can take short course. u can work, too, if u want.or u can clean ur house again and again until u can't find any dust, good for ur health. cant online that often, no streamix... my room is damned clean already.. anway, reading a sidney shieldon novel now.... GONG XI FA CHAI everyone!! |
 | eugenetwj wrote on Feb 8, '05 Well, there are many things to do... since internet is not an option, housecleaning isnt necessary, and photosynthesizing isnt exciting you... perhaps you should try travelling. Yea, one man travelling, or in this case, one woman. You'd be surprised how fulfilling it is. Leave for a day or two. The point is not in travelling far, but by going to less happening places and places you never/dont wanna/dont hafta go... you'll gather new insights abt these places. If you're in KL, the redlight district is where you wanna be headed to first. Hehhehe... but you're in srwk, so go swim in the longest malaysian river, wats it called again? The Mekong (and its giant catfishes) ? FYI: Mekong + Giant catfishes was charmaines seminar topic, >< |
| atlantisian wrote on Feb 10, '05 eugenetwj said Well, there are many things to do... since internet is not an option, housecleaning isnt necessary, and photosynthesizing isnt exciting you... perhaps you should try travelling. Yea, one man travelling, or in this case, one woman. You'd be surprised how fulfilling it is. Leave for a day or two. The point is not in travelling far, but by going to less happening places and places you never/dont wanna/dont hafta go... you'll gather new insights abt these places.If you're in KL, the redlight district is where you wanna be headed to first. Hehhehe... but you're in srwk, so go swim in the longest malaysian river, wats it called again? The Mekong (and its giant catfishes) ? FYI: Mekong + Giant catfishes was charmaines seminar topic, >< ala you arr... revice your geography lar...travelling sounds ok... maybe i'll go to Johor, then i can hang out with you and Angeline..hehehe |
| atlantisian wrote on Feb 15, '05, edited on Feb 15, '05 eugenetwj said Watever... geography sux.Come to johor la... hehe... bring lots of cash. Oh wats Angeline doing now huh? I sms-ed her but she din reply. Damn stuckup la tat girl. busy dating lar... but she will be back to KL to hunt for jobs... spent half of my ang pow already :( If i go to Johor, i'll be parasiting you... hehe |
| atlantisian wrote on Mar 6, '05 great to see you strike back, finish NS already? hei, blog about it k? |
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