don't listen to me

I'm a terible and horrible person,
So don't listen to me,
Let me just babble,
And leave the babble be...

We all have a need to vent at times,
There isn't always a reason or rhyme,
But for the most when I vent I do,
I do have a valid reason too...

I feel I can only put my frustration down in words,
Words that I know may even end up bringing hurt,
Words that I don't say directly to you,
and the thoughts which you should never know of too....

please give me a space devoid of clarity,
i dont wanna be rational nor reasonable,
my conscious is leaving me,
so don't listen to me.