Blogging about nothing

I know I didn’t blog that frequent nowadays. Blame it to the virus. My roommate pc has been eaten up by the damn thing, leaving me suffering everyday trying to suppress the itchiness of wanting to online.

Living in a virus free world, that’s Utopia, that’s euphoria.

But, it really makes me amazed that how big the impact and the influence of these electrical gadget on human life nowadays. People just cant survive a day without hand phone, pc or television. We are all living in the digitized world. Ironically, human are the one that created all those things, but in the end, we are also the one that are being controlled by them.

How pathetic that is.

Anyway, all the craps above are just my opening. Now come to the main point.

Do a lot of pondering lately. Sometime I just think that excessive thinking really makes you depressed, and when you are depressed, you felt unhappy, when you are unhappy you wanna do something to vent those frustration, when you wanna do something to vent the frustration and you cant figure out any, you do stupid things.

Definition of stupid thing:

1. Gluttony, eat damn lot.
2. Go jogging until your muscle feels like disintegrating.
3. Go sleeping day and night
4. Remain emotionless, stoned and do nothing. (cuz’ everything you do feels wrong)
5. Online chatting with Mr Piss Cher Pheng and get pissed somemore
6. Laughing hysterically at not a very funny jokes and felt like crying afterwards.

All these stupid things are called fleeting reality. That’s what most people do when reacting to life’s vicissitudes . They occupy their mind with various form of entertainment, rewarding themselves to make up for what they had to endure, devotion to some cause or pursuit of some goal. Well, I’m still not reaching the critical stage yet cuz I didn’t seek relief through alcohol, cigarette or metrosexual activities.

There is no deny that such reaction may soften life’s blow by diverting one attention, but there is a better way. One that comes to term with reality. It has to do with understanding the purpose of life.

God put us on this earth for a purpose. The disappointment, the trials encountered are not meant to be roadblocks, They are hurdles, (aka Batu loncatan in BM) their purpose is to strengthen us, not defeat us. The realization of this monumental truth can change a person’s perspectives and enables us to deal with adversity.

But here come the tricky part, what’s the purpose of your life??

That has been my question for the past 22 years of my life. Well, I’m still on my journey to discover the answer, one day I will realized the truth, for now, I just have to keep walking down the road.

Anyway, there is still a chance that I will never get to know the answer. Next life maybe.

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delete reply eugenetwj wrote on May 8, '05 Next life ????

delete reply craziivan wrote on May 8, '05 Hmm.... Susan starting to beleive in reincarnation, wat's next I wonder?

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on May 8, '05 eugenetwj said Next life ???? next life means my internal life in heaven, that will be my ultimate happiness

delete reply eugenetwj wrote on May 11, '05 Hmm... let me try pissing you off too ;) Next life? And now, INTERNAL life eh susan? Im sure you meant something else.

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on May 13, '05 eugenetwj said Hmm... let me try pissing you off too ;) Next life? And now, INTERNAL life eh susan? Im sure you meant something else. hahaha... you caught me there, its 'eternal life'... anyway, nice try but you are not as pissed as CP is. thank God!!!

delete reply craziivan wrote on May 8, '05 Better find some cheek exercises while you're at it. But if you sleep all day....how do you jog till your muscles ache? You jog in your sleep?

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on May 10, '05 craziivan said Better find some cheek exercises while you're at it. But if you sleep all day....how do you jog till your muscles ache? You jog in your sleep? well, if people can sleep walking, then i also can sleep jogging wat, SEE! you are trying to piss me again.

delete reply craziivan wrote on May 10, '05 Yaya everyone's trying to piss you. Now have you ever considered this: what if this is as good as it gets?

delete reply banana2 wrote on May 9, '05 the purpuse of the life is to continue to live, happily. the mind must be consious while doing a thing that causing comfort and happiness. and continue to be happy in the life this is why the great dream of heaven was created long ago by god, or at least by human to give hope to people, a hope to believe that there is a place that is free from suffering.

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on May 10, '05 banana2 said the purpuse of the life is to continue to live, happily. the mind must be consious while doing a thing that causing comfort and happiness. and continue to be happy in the life this is why the great dream of heaven was created long ago by god, or at least by human to give hope to people, a hope to believe that there is a place that is free from suffering. living a problem free life, thats utopia, to continue to live on, we will have to deal with unhappy things, but then, sometime is the unhappy things that makes the feeling of happiness intensified. one can never experience real happiness when the person never tasted the bitter.

delete reply eugenetwj wrote on May 11, '05 atlantisian said living a problem free life, thats utopia, to continue to live on, we will have to deal with unhappy things, but then, sometime is the unhappy things that makes the feeling of happiness intensified. one can never experience real happiness when the person never tasted the bitter. Well said.

delete reply craziivan wrote on May 11, '05 Sure sure, if I slap you now you'll feel much better later not being slapped.

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on May 13, '05 craziivan said Sure sure, if I slap you now you'll feel much better later not being slapped. People out there, did you guys see what he is doing to me ?!?

delete reply eugenetwj wrote on May 15, '05 atlantisian said People out there, did you guys see what he is doing to me ?!? What? He is expressing his "love" to you on Multiply. SO?

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on May 18, '05 hahaha, actually i got people stand up for me. anyway, its all a lame joke, should put a fullstop to it now. and yeah eugene, that was quite a 'love'.

delete reply nightscamp wrote on May 18, '05 atlantisian said actually i got people stand up for me. Course there are people who'll stand up for you! You're too wonderful NOT to have any! *Hugs*

delete reply nightscamp wrote on May 15, '05 atlantisian said People out there, did you guys see what he is doing to me ?!? He's just being a arsehole babe. Just ignore him!!

delete reply nightscamp wrote on May 12, '05 atlantisian said Well, I’m still not reaching the critical stage yet cuz I didn’t seek relief through alcohol, cigarette or metrosexual activities. We are both there and really have to get as far away from not yet almost there as possible. :) *hugs*