Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Christian Brain washing?

I am surprised to see negative posts about religion appears frequently in local Bloggerphere nowadays, to be specific, post about 'Aggressive Christian'. Some wrote about their bad experience with some Christian who practices the 'preaching against people's wishes' or 'christian brain washing', and some just simply cannot stand the sight of the overwhelmingly loving and holy christian groupie, who use the mysterious christianese language to communicate among themselves.


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I'm appalled at the fact that this is how the non believers perceived Christian nowadays. That we, the christian are a group of self deception people with 'holy than thou' attitude, perceived the non believers as not having a purpose in life, and conclude that therefore they need to be saved.

... is that justifiable for the Christians to force our belief on others?

As i reflected on myself and this whole fiasco, i cant help but to think that we may have lose our grip on the reality and conveniently dis-connected ourselves from the world. Yes, Christians are taught to live a Christ-like life, which includes the obligation of sharing the gospel with others. However, the question is when we approach others, what is our attitude and ultimately do we understand the meaning of our own act. Of course we do this out of love and compassion, but can we just go out hardcore converting people in the name of God's love? I'm constantly surprised with some of the MLM equivalent tactics which certain churches employ as though they are doing it to meet an arbitrary quota of saved souls.


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Its simply ignorance if we think with a 4 spiritual law speech, we are able to 'shed some lights' and expecting the non believers to say "yes, i believe". Do we realized here that we are not passing a well memorized facts, but its our life that we are passing to them. what is more convincing than seeing a life testimony itself? Why we aren't starting by being their friends? And more important is, its shouldn't be our personal effort, as spiritual insight can only be revealed by God Himself.

Frankly speaking, being a christian does not make us any better than others (Being a better man is never the goal of a christian). We are all sinners and the only 'advantage' we had compare to non believers is that Christians have the strength to choose to sin or not to sin. It doesn't really make us more qualified to enter the gate of heaven nor gain favoritism in His eyes.

If i can see my life spread out in front of me, maybe i will speak with more conviction. The fact is i don't know, ultimately will I do enough to be called as His child in His Kingdom of Heaven? will I stay the course till the very end? The fact is i dont know, we all dont know.

And thats why we are human.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

听说爱情回来过

自从N年前与张曼娟, 张晓娴的文字告别后, 我便很少阅读中文书籍了。可是,2009年短短的几个月里,我找回了挖掘书中黄金物的那份热忱,更重要的是那份读后的感动。

第一次的感动来自一个网上部落格. 这位北京部落客让我见识了后现代新新人类的思想,热忱,对爱情奋不顾身,甚至粉身碎骨也在所不惜的坚持。或许因为这是真实故事,所以才能这么贴近读者的心吧!当我到上海公干时,甚至有鼓冲动想要不顾一切买了张车票到北京去。可是若真正看到了他又如何呢?可能会幻想破灭吧!因为看不见的东西常常被美化了,网上与现实还是有距离的。

第二次的悸动是来自最近在上海公干时所买的这本言情小说- 如是嫣然的“听说爱情回来过”。说是言情小说好像有低估了这本书的感觉.因为市场上RM3.50 一本的爱情小说比比皆是, 尽都是肤浅的文笔, 渲滥的歌颂爱情的伟大.可是她的笔调很不同,淡淡的,却又是深刻的。

故事述说着三个人的故事。七年的爱恨交缠,最后发现原来唯有放下, 幸福才能临到。我也晓得这故事是虚拟的,然而所描述的感情却是那么的真实。我深感共鸣,甚至认为这样的故事是可能发生在我所熟悉的这个世界里.正因为现实,它才叫人这么的感动.

。。。。。

不晓得为什么中文爱情故事总能触动心弦深处,是因为少女情怀总是诗吗?我可是上了年纪的也。
突然发现我似乎在隐约的透露着自己似乎也向往刻骨铭心的爱情

其实并不然

呵呵。。出尔反尔,突然觉得有种啼笑皆非的感觉

部落格真的让人不知觉的吐真意呵。没有一个人,是刻意记着昨日的种种,装腔作势在部落格写出这样的话,只不过是突然发现自己的遗忘能力不尽如人意,非得不吐不快罢了。

说真的,我不是一个浪漫主义者,虽然年少时也幻想过要轰轰烈烈的爱一回,却发现我真正要的只是平凡人的幸福。凡间的爱情不过是一种遇见,遇见了对的人,然后相守一生.着实是最幸运的事。

Monday, May 25, 2009

My second Photoshop attempt

Am working on some brochure design for my boss lately, nothing serious though, just a good will voluntary work. This is my second attempt of trying to do some brochure design work after the my virgin design experience for sister wedding invitation card .

All i have to say is that, photoshop do wonders. Just to share some of the design here.








Still rely heavily on external images though, most of the time i am just re arranging and putting different tone of colors together to form a big picture i have drawn virtually in my mind. Certainly, very unprofessional.

Anyway, opinion are most welcome.