and the days pass by...

it had been 12 days....

12 days since i waved goodbye to 2005, the year of transformation, the year that changed my life and path forever.... 2005 was a history now, i'm supposed to reflect on the good and bad deeds i have done for the past whole year, the things that i'm felt thankful and the matters that i regret the most so that i wont repeat again in the future.

and yet, i havent done any of them yet. i use to keep the tradition of sharing of the reflection and the new year's resolution on the new year's eve with my church mates for years. But this year, 2006, my new year's eve was spent infront of my books burning the midnight oil.

i didnt felt very thankful nor sad practically. Watching the sparks of the beautiful firework from afar, i was abit numb... what's a new year spell for me? this year i'm turning 23, where the life leads me to starting from now?

i think i have to be thankful for being in the state that i am now, no one predicted that i would come so far to this foreign land, no one even knew that me and bull will still go strong after 6 months of seperation... in fact, when everything was so undetermined and unpredictable, what for to squeeze my brain to think of something to do for the next 365 days??

23 years had passed, and i survived through it. Hence, for many years to come and many years to go, i think i will still be safe and blessed if The heavenly father allows.

a song dedicated to my bull, happy new year bull!

another year has gone by~Celiendion
So many 1st of january
Just as many 25th of december's
And we're still holding it together
It only comes down to you and I

I know you can still remember
Things we said right from the start
When we said that this could be special
I'm keeping those words deep down in my heart

Another year has gone by
And I'm still the one by you're side
After everything that's gone by
There's still no one saying goodbye
Though another year has gone by

I've never been much for occasions
You never let a birthday go by
With announcing how much you love me
But the truth was always there
Right there in your eyes
And we're still holding hands when we're walking
Acting like we've only just met
But how could that be
When there's so much history
Guess that's how true lovers can get

Another year has gone by