Things i miss the most

i can't remember when is the last time i have a decent laughs with someone. Decent in a sense that its the kind of smile which bring out the the inner child. the kind of smile when you see a children giggles gleefully and innocently.

The smile i miss the most is the smile that glowed on your face everytime you see me from afar.

i miss the serenity of the state of my mind. last thursday during my bible study class, a question was raised. what is the true riches? i remember a guy from cyprus, saying its the contentment, the state of mind which makes you feel contented, its not happiness though, its more or less a feeling of gratitude. i cant agreed more, why would i asked for more when i already have the best?

The serenity i miss the most is simply the content tranquility of the night with you sitting beside me.

i miss the fragrance of the spicy and aromaticity of Malaysia local dish. The smell that makes my salivary gland go hyper and my stomack growls. The simple pleasure of enjoying a good meal and not just eating to stuff the hunger.

However, the food i miss the most is the food i shared with you.

i miss your presence in my life,
i miss the song that you hummed when you are bored,
i miss the stillness in the air when you look into my eyes,
i miss the shirt which has your smell on it.

i miss you.

'Kepo'ism

Nowadays, 'Kepo'ism has became a culture, especially in the chinese community. Not sure whether this is an evolutionary trend or not, cuz 'kepo'ing other's business had became an interaction pattern among any peers group, from the youngsters to 70 years old ah ma. In order to gain acceptance in the group, a person simply have to adapt and pick up the kepo attitude. The one who kepo the most will outbeat all others and survive in these kepo age and hence this proved Darwin 'the fittest will survive' theory.

Ok, thats all crap. But seriously, this blog isn't meant to critisize anyone, in fact the subject of this blog is me myself, and the person i'm kepo about is the famous blogger Kenny Sia. I was first introduced to www.kennysia.com by Peter. He emphasized greatly on the fact that he is a SARWAKIEN. and i was thinking, hmmm.... not bad, someone from Sarawak finally make his way to the blogger stardom, Sarawak Boleh!! However, i was a bit disspointed when i first visited his site, the layout was quite ok, nothing special, the blogger quite ok, cute and chubby (no offence, i like chubby guy, my bf used to be chubby boy too), the content quite ok, funny and talks a lot about Sarawak. Well, at least, no vulgarity, thumbs up! Vulgarity is such a corrupted and shallow way used by the youngsters nowadays to express themself in the blogs, its a shame really.

Days passed by, to my own surprise, i was hooked. (*HOOKED* means that i become a constant visitor of his site, not with the person himself). I enjoyed the great depth of humor and creative in his words, and as a blogger my self, i recognize the heart and sweat a person pours into words when i read one.

So come back to the kepo thing, One day, (God know why) the kepo bug had tempted me to look back at Kenny Sia's old entries in his blog. Surprise, surprise, surprise, i was deeply touched by the sentimental side of him under the camouflage skin of his humorous blogs. Those reflection and memories from Perth really make me nearly shed a tear. Hence, without hesitation, i wrote an email and asking him for password to read some of his password restricted entries.

So here i am now, a victim of the keposim culture, not sure why, The personal stories of other people is always intriguing and mysterious. i guess curiosity indeed kills the cat.

NEW project

Yes, i am having a new project, but thank God, for the first time, the project is not the usual laboratory academic style project that i am having all these while. it might be educative, informative and hmmm.... it does have some entertainment value as well.

*drumroll*

*deep breath*

i am having a food review blog with my dearest buu!

*wuahahaha*
ehem, sorry for the not so gracious laugh, but finally, our first baby blog was born. Have been planning for a while now, but never put into real action. Both of us have the same crave and appetite for food. In fact, our usual date always end up with bloated stoamch. Buu used to be a cute chubby fat boy during his puberty days, However, he had put a lot of effort and thousand hours of jogging to get to his current shape, *see, not only gals wanna stay pretty and thin*. i do worried that i might cause all his effort going down the drain, BUT amazingly, he still able to stay fit with our constant 'grandous' dining out, thanks to thousands hours more of jogging.

Thank God that I have the advantage of not easily get fat. Eat thousands calories of pork fat and yet it didnt turns into lipid. thats why i must have this food blog project with buu, so that i can eat more and blog more to ensure that this heavenly gift does not wasted.


*Gosh, i do look like a profesional food taster right?*

cant wait for the entry of the first post. OH, by the way the link is alimento.wordpress.com.

Alimento para todos!!