The beginning of the end

I decided to write in multiply again. Something on the days of the remaining three months of my stay in UK. I knew that i have limited time left in UK, and all i can do is to explore as much as i can and write it down when it still freshly lingering in my mind. i know i will never come back again, as a tourist maybe, but it will never be the same. so here you go, this is the beginning of a series of the end.

Before i started my series of blogs on the scotland trip, just wanna spill out some of my current feelings and the whole after-trip dilemma. i always have a deja vu kind of feeling after an intense trip, i may looked a bit spaced out for a while due to the saturation of my senses, well, its just me i guess.

i'm gonna write the blogs slowly, no rush cuz i hope to recollect every little piece of memories i had, every scent that i absorbed and every sight that i saw during that 4 days scotland trip.

Back to my after-trip dilemma, i wasnt aware that the whole UK is turning into the season of fall now, the fact that i'm living in north west means that for the most part-i dont get that season that early, compared to Scotland or south of United Kingdom. The night i reached in Liverpool after the 4 days trip, the sky was all misty and the weather hard turn numbingly cold. yeah i do miss the autumn red leaves and the chill in the air dearly. I guess the weather too, had some ripple effect on the weird mood i have now. i'm not sure whether this emotion is good or bad, but it had sure influenced me in a certain ways. i will reveal them slowly in subsequent blogs.

Some feelings last for eternity. The reason eternity is so hard to grasp is because we try to understand it in terms of time. However, when the feelings remain vivid and endures a life time in your memory box, it is eternity.

Hence, this after-trip-feeling-blog is the introduction of my scottish experience. It is the beginning of my travel diary, ironically only written after the end of the trip.

The feelings of the after-trip can all be summarized in just one picture.

5 CommentsChronological Reverse Threaded

delete reply lyonlionel wrote on Oct 9, '06 Sometimes memories are just all that we have to hold onto. I feel you.

edit delete reply atlantisian wrote on Oct 10, '06 and you know what, memories last longer than the reality.

delete reply lyonlionel wrote on Oct 10, '06 and yet it's the most painful

delete reply ahlok2003 wrote on Oct 10, '06 every story has to come to an end; the new chaptrer is waited for explore again...i feel it all the times.

delete reply eugenetwj wrote on Oct 11, '06 There are happy memories too, but its usually hard to let go as well

Boring???

Finish my 100++ pages thesis.

Housemates got drunk.

me going to Scotland.

life aint so boring after all.

why i miss kokkers so much

Life has been in a serious mode with endless works and thesis writing. A short chat with anthon reminds me of how crappy i can be. miss the crappy me.

>Counte®-Bay< says:
we can do lotsa catching up when you come back
>Counte®-Bay< says:
can go genting drink shitty vodka again
atlantisian says:
-_-'''
atlantisian says:
and lose my self to another guy
atlantisian says:
no thanks
atlantisian says:
i think its a curse
>Counte®-Bay< says:
??
atlantisian says:
the first time i get drunk. the first arm i grab become my bf.
>Counte®-Bay< says:
LOL
>Counte®-Bay< says:
not curse la
>Counte®-Bay< says:
a blessing
>Counte®-Bay< says:
mahai i still remember peter
>Counte®-Bay< says:
pau my jacket left me in the cold
>Counte®-Bay< says:
and giv u
>Counte®-Bay< says:
basketball he
atlantisian says:
hahahaha
>Counte®-Bay< says:
nah nv la
>Counte®-Bay< says:
a few hours in the cold
>Counte®-Bay< says:
brought out much warmth in another persons life
>Counte®-Bay< says:
i think its worth it
>Counte®-Bay< says:
perhaps i shall rent jackets in genting
atlantisian says:
the love jacket or something
>Counte®-Bay< says:
heheheh
>Counte®-Bay< says:
big enuf 4 2 ppl
>Counte®-Bay< says:
and the the emblem at the back
>Counte®-Bay< says:
i would put a green jambu as the logo
>Counte®-Bay< says:
cool
atlantisian says:
-_-''' okok, fong ur IT job
atlantisian says:
open the love jacket business in genting
atlantisian says:
i will advertise for you free through blogs
atlantisian says:
'find your true love with love jacket'
atlantisian says:
lol
>Counte®-Bay< says:
cold on the out, hot in the in
To not wear it would be a sin
So , come and get 1
come on in!
atlantisian says:
so fast got so many motto/ logo already
atlantisian says:
anthon, sinful wei to waste the idea
>Counte®-Bay< says:
mabye i can make a quick buck then cannot ler
>Counte®-Bay< says:
dowan ler depressing to do that bvusiness
>Counte®-Bay< says:
see so many couples
>Counte®-Bay< says:
after they say , u sell so many love jacket
>Counte®-Bay< says:
but u yourself no love life
>Counte®-Bay< says:
there goes my business
atlantisian says:
hehehe, well, you see
atlantisian says:
you have brought so many couple together through your love jacket
atlantisian says:
you can become cupid wei
atlantisian says:
never mind, God see you so nice, will prepare a cuped for you
atlantisian says:
cuped--> female cupid
>Counte®-Bay< says:
lol
>Counte®-Bay< says:
cuped
>Counte®-Bay< says:
crap
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thats why i miss the crappy msn chat so much.