Have a presentation later, in 10 minutes time.
*nnnnngggggggg*
gnawing my teeth, my palm is sweating, getting nervous now.
in fact this morning i told bull that i aint felt any nervous at all,
oh susan, you are pathetic.
underneath your confident skin,
you are just a small girl in a big big world.
i'm scared wei...
damn scared now....
*cries from my fragile heart*
6 minutes to go.
*die this time*
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Monday, November 28, 2005
snow snow snow
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IT'S SNOWING !!!!!
date : 9:08am, 28/11. (a day to remember)
incident: watching the snow falling from the sky like a falling star, melted at the my tip of my fingers.
feeling : damn excited !!!!
la la la la....*being stupidly happy*
Thursday, November 10, 2005
forget
is it really that hard to forgive a person?
no, its not that difficult as it might seems to be.
No matter how devastated you felt, how deep the the cut was, how hopeless the situation was.
However,
time do flies, minutes by minutes, hours by hours, days by days....
without even realized,
all the hurt were bleached and faded,
and for the reason you not even know, you will forgive the person.
simply because you treasure the person so much that you ignore your crying soul.
Is it possible to totally forget the whole incident?
*feeling uncertain*
you might forgive the person, but you can never forget the incident itself.
it was imprint in your minds, now and then the unpleasant memory will jump out from the memory box, tempting to test your faith and trust for the person, moreover, sowing the seed of suspiscious in your heart.
i never hated you for treating me like that,
even when the blow was so hard,
i still felt hesitation to condemn you.
because of the incident, i lose my trust in those friends that grown up together with me.
because of the incident, i put my relationship into chaos.
yeah, i'll be seeing you again, soon, fairly soon.
In this case, i will act mutually infront of Heng, with no string attached, no emotional involved.
but i will left the things as it used to be after the meeting.
To forgive is difficult, but understanding the fact that to err is human, its fairly acceptable.
but to forget, its divine.
i'm just a human with a crying soul.
no, its not that difficult as it might seems to be.
No matter how devastated you felt, how deep the the cut was, how hopeless the situation was.
However,
time do flies, minutes by minutes, hours by hours, days by days....
without even realized,
all the hurt were bleached and faded,
and for the reason you not even know, you will forgive the person.
simply because you treasure the person so much that you ignore your crying soul.
Is it possible to totally forget the whole incident?
*feeling uncertain*
you might forgive the person, but you can never forget the incident itself.
it was imprint in your minds, now and then the unpleasant memory will jump out from the memory box, tempting to test your faith and trust for the person, moreover, sowing the seed of suspiscious in your heart.
i never hated you for treating me like that,
even when the blow was so hard,
i still felt hesitation to condemn you.
because of the incident, i lose my trust in those friends that grown up together with me.
because of the incident, i put my relationship into chaos.
yeah, i'll be seeing you again, soon, fairly soon.
In this case, i will act mutually infront of Heng, with no string attached, no emotional involved.
but i will left the things as it used to be after the meeting.
To forgive is difficult, but understanding the fact that to err is human, its fairly acceptable.
but to forget, its divine.
i'm just a human with a crying soul.
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