Tuesday, September 12, 2006

why i miss kokkers so much

Life has been in a serious mode with endless works and thesis writing. A short chat with anthon reminds me of how crappy i can be. miss the crappy me.

>Counte®-Bay< says:
we can do lotsa catching up when you come back
>Counte®-Bay< says:
can go genting drink shitty vodka again
atlantisian says:
-_-'''
atlantisian says:
and lose my self to another guy
atlantisian says:
no thanks
atlantisian says:
i think its a curse
>Counte®-Bay< says:
??
atlantisian says:
the first time i get drunk. the first arm i grab become my bf.
>Counte®-Bay< says:
LOL
>Counte®-Bay< says:
not curse la
>Counte®-Bay< says:
a blessing
>Counte®-Bay< says:
mahai i still remember peter
>Counte®-Bay< says:
pau my jacket left me in the cold
>Counte®-Bay< says:
and giv u
>Counte®-Bay< says:
basketball he
atlantisian says:
hahahaha
>Counte®-Bay< says:
nah nv la
>Counte®-Bay< says:
a few hours in the cold
>Counte®-Bay< says:
brought out much warmth in another persons life
>Counte®-Bay< says:
i think its worth it
>Counte®-Bay< says:
perhaps i shall rent jackets in genting
atlantisian says:
the love jacket or something
>Counte®-Bay< says:
heheheh
>Counte®-Bay< says:
big enuf 4 2 ppl
>Counte®-Bay< says:
and the the emblem at the back
>Counte®-Bay< says:
i would put a green jambu as the logo
>Counte®-Bay< says:
cool
atlantisian says:
-_-''' okok, fong ur IT job
atlantisian says:
open the love jacket business in genting
atlantisian says:
i will advertise for you free through blogs
atlantisian says:
'find your true love with love jacket'
atlantisian says:
lol
>Counte®-Bay< says:
cold on the out, hot in the in
To not wear it would be a sin
So , come and get 1
come on in!
atlantisian says:
so fast got so many motto/ logo already
atlantisian says:
anthon, sinful wei to waste the idea
>Counte®-Bay< says:
mabye i can make a quick buck then cannot ler
>Counte®-Bay< says:
dowan ler depressing to do that bvusiness
>Counte®-Bay< says:
see so many couples
>Counte®-Bay< says:
after they say , u sell so many love jacket
>Counte®-Bay< says:
but u yourself no love life
>Counte®-Bay< says:
there goes my business
atlantisian says:
hehehe, well, you see
atlantisian says:
you have brought so many couple together through your love jacket
atlantisian says:
you can become cupid wei
atlantisian says:
never mind, God see you so nice, will prepare a cuped for you
atlantisian says:
cuped--> female cupid
>Counte®-Bay< says:
lol
>Counte®-Bay< says:
cuped
>Counte®-Bay< says:
crap
.....


thats why i miss the crappy msn chat so much.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Things i miss the most

i can't remember when is the last time i have a decent laughs with someone. Decent in a sense that its the kind of smile which bring out the the inner child. the kind of smile when you see a children giggles gleefully and innocently.

The smile i miss the most is the smile that glowed on your face everytime you see me from afar.

i miss the serenity of the state of my mind. last thursday during my bible study class, a question was raised. what is the true riches? i remember a guy from cyprus, saying its the contentment, the state of mind which makes you feel contented, its not happiness though, its more or less a feeling of gratitude. i cant agreed more, why would i asked for more when i already have the best?

The serenity i miss the most is simply the content tranquility of the night with you sitting beside me.

i miss the fragrance of the spicy and aromaticity of Malaysia local dish. The smell that makes my salivary gland go hyper and my stomack growls. The simple pleasure of enjoying a good meal and not just eating to stuff the hunger.

However, the food i miss the most is the food i shared with you.

i miss your presence in my life,
i miss the song that you hummed when you are bored,
i miss the stillness in the air when you look into my eyes,
i miss the shirt which has your smell on it.

i miss you.

Friday, September 01, 2006

'Kepo'ism

Nowadays, 'Kepo'ism has became a culture, especially in the chinese community. Not sure whether this is an evolutionary trend or not, cuz 'kepo'ing other's business had became an interaction pattern among any peers group, from the youngsters to 70 years old ah ma. In order to gain acceptance in the group, a person simply have to adapt and pick up the kepo attitude. The one who kepo the most will outbeat all others and survive in these kepo age and hence this proved Darwin 'the fittest will survive' theory.

Ok, thats all crap. But seriously, this blog isn't meant to critisize anyone, in fact the subject of this blog is me myself, and the person i'm kepo about is the famous blogger Kenny Sia. I was first introduced to www.kennysia.com by Peter. He emphasized greatly on the fact that he is a SARWAKIEN. and i was thinking, hmmm.... not bad, someone from Sarawak finally make his way to the blogger stardom, Sarawak Boleh!! However, i was a bit disspointed when i first visited his site, the layout was quite ok, nothing special, the blogger quite ok, cute and chubby (no offence, i like chubby guy, my bf used to be chubby boy too), the content quite ok, funny and talks a lot about Sarawak. Well, at least, no vulgarity, thumbs up! Vulgarity is such a corrupted and shallow way used by the youngsters nowadays to express themself in the blogs, its a shame really.

Days passed by, to my own surprise, i was hooked. (*HOOKED* means that i become a constant visitor of his site, not with the person himself). I enjoyed the great depth of humor and creative in his words, and as a blogger my self, i recognize the heart and sweat a person pours into words when i read one.

So come back to the kepo thing, One day, (God know why) the kepo bug had tempted me to look back at Kenny Sia's old entries in his blog. Surprise, surprise, surprise, i was deeply touched by the sentimental side of him under the camouflage skin of his humorous blogs. Those reflection and memories from Perth really make me nearly shed a tear. Hence, without hesitation, i wrote an email and asking him for password to read some of his password restricted entries.

So here i am now, a victim of the keposim culture, not sure why, The personal stories of other people is always intriguing and mysterious. i guess curiosity indeed kills the cat.